OK, so I have struggled.
As much as I love this lifestyle, it can be difficult to let go of decades of addiction. Not only do I fight life-long addictions to sugars and starches, but I think I am just addicted to backsliding. I am afraid of success. I have proven this over and over again. I choke just before the finish line.
And I am not getting any younger. This may seriously be my last chance to finally cleanse my body of the pathogens that are attempting to devour it. It isn’t just “you are what you eat”. It is what you eat will eventually eat you! And I am being eaten alive slowly but surely!
I do know that I am on the right path and the closer I get to my destination the more difficult the path becomes. I am calling upon my warrior-self to summon the courage to win this final battle!!